Nitenit suggested I should make my own blog too! So I decided to make one as well!
I finally got a night of sleep and I finally had dream again after a long time! In it I talked to myself from another universe, very kind but kinda full of himself and passionate about a "Riverville Anomaly Protection Unit" which would have his friends be a part of. The dream was odd to me because it was mostly a conversation in some sort of indigo blue void where everything was like water. You could breathe but it was like a giant bubble filled void, most of the dream was just us chatting about what we were going to do with our lives. The other version of me was a orange fox, like a regular orange one with the same nose stripes as me, he had long flowing auburn hair. From what I can remember he was wearing some kind of necklace like me but it was a soft blue light on a crystal instead of my yellow star. He wore similar glasses to me but more like, I don't know how to describe glasses styles so... "70sish". He wore jeans which stuck out as odd to me as I have sensory issues regarding denim, I am not sure what I was wearing in the dream but it felt like I wasn't wearing a shirt either. I really do like the style they were wearing so I might copy it, just a tiny bit. I can't wear those jeans so I'll try and find a pair of sweatpants that match what I remember and get my hair done up like he had it. Heck I might even use my magic to make my fur and hair look like that.
So, I'm starting my blog today! The main reason I am doing this is due to nitenit thinking I have too much on my mind I need to put down cause I haven't been able to sleep recently. I've been having some insomnia problems and I am wearing my cpap and my mouth guard like i'm supposed to. The main thing that keeps on my mind is that clown doll that Nitenit got a few days ago. I feel like it watches me when I'm trying to sleep and like I'm not scared of things watching me as I sleep, I know when I have nitenit laying in my arms he's probably gonna stay up for a few more hours just relaxed there. But it's more the idea of something that pretends to not be alive being alive and not showing itself to you other than it's gaze being on you. Nitenit wants me to go to bed with it in my arms like I do with him as like "exposure therapy" but the only problem about that for me is the fact nitenit's cute little fabric zipper teeth things ARE sharp and if that doll is alive with it's big goofy smile I could wake up with a chunk of my arm missing. Nitenit said that if it were to happen he'd wake me up but why even like, risk it.
