Plushie Thoughts
I don't do much mostly due to my size other than just use computers and play with toys. I don't have many skills that I can use other than drawing and writing, even then I'm not that good.
I SAW YULO MOVE! I SAW HIM MOVE I SAW HIMM MO-OOOVE!!!! I HAVE A FRIEND NOW I AM NO LONGER ALONE AS JUST A SINGLE PLUSH IN A BIG WORLD! It's such a relief!!! I was watching it on galax's shelf when it fell over but it immediatly corrected itself! But you know how rare this is, it's like a 1 in 200 chance that a plush will be alive!!! I won't tell Galax but he will probably read my website later anyways so he will know. He is a bit scared of it for some reason.
I went to the thrift store with Galax today, I haven't really gone to a thrift store since I became roommates with galax. It's mostly due to my feeling about such a place and because if I see another plush there I will either buy it or get Galax to. I convinced Galax to take me and well, I saw a plush clown, Galax said something I didn't really catch about being irresponsible but I got that basically I would have to pay for it. I bought the cute clown plush and brought it home with us. I don't think it's alive, as the case with all the other plushies I got at such stores in the past but oh well, it's very cute though!
I got scared today worrying about the president in general. I don't like them and I read that there was going to be a big thing wehre he was gonna push a button and he was gonna blow up the world!!! So I got drunk today and ate pizza that I paid for with Galax's money and I got too drunk worrying about the end of the world so I was just there with galax being very drunk...
I can't focus on my art, it's like it's a boring black hole to me. It's frustrating and I don't like it. I can't learn anything I do isn't really helping, I always go back to what is more entertaining to me which is almost always playing with Galax's RC cars or putting together a hotwheels track and I LIKE doing art it's not like I hate it. I mostly just can't focus and it's breaking me to know I can't focus on it. I put together a lego set and I look at it and I go "this is like doing art" but why can I spend 6 hours putting together legos like it's a ACTUAL construction project and can't draw a simple silly dog? Weird to me how this stuff works, I might have ADHD but I don't know if living plushies can have that, might google that later.
