Plushie Thoughts
I don't do much mostly due to my size other than just use computers and play with toys. I don't have many skills that I can use other than drawing and writing, even then I'm not that good.
I can't focus on my art, it's like it's a boring black hole to me. It's frustrating and I don't like it. I can't learn anything I do isn't really helping, I always go back to what is more entertaining to me which is almost always playing with Galax's RC cars or putting together a hotwheels track and I LIKE doing art it's not like I hate it. I mostly just can't focus and it's breaking me to know I can't focus on it. I put together a lego set and I look at it and I go "this is like doing art" but why can I spend 6 hours putting together legos like it's a ACTUAL construction project and can't draw a simple silly dog? Weird to me how this stuff works, I might have ADHD but I don't know if living plushies can have that, might google that later.
Today I sat around the house, doing nothing really. I tried drawing some today but I snapped the tip of my pencil and I couldn't find the sharpener so I just sat around and watched TV.
Today I decided to try and make dinner for both me and Galax tonight, unfortunatly due to the size of the equipment (not meant for me) I cut my arm almost clean off, thankfully Galax was there and he stitched my arm back together
